Living Through Dragon Days

Saturday, May 13, 2006

sleeping

I was talking to Nolan yesterday about sleeping. Things that I do in my sleep...etc. Now after thinking about it I have always had a problem with sleeping in the bed with the person I'm dating. Things were never the same with my last ex(roman) after I told him I didn't want to sleep in the same bed with him. Lol...it's really funny to me now. He was so mad...lol. Anyway, the problem with him was that he was a very light sleeper. If I turned or got of bed or anything it would wake him up. So that in turn made me uncomfortable because I was so aware of my movements around him. Plus I never got that comfort in his bed because I sleep on 6 pillows. 1 to fall behind the bed, 1 to hold, 1 between my knees and 3 (2 regular and 1 buckwheat) to sleep on. Joseph we talked about it one time but I haven't sleep in a bed with him yet. He was so whatever about it because he was like he would never tell anyone that he couldn't sleep in the same bed with them. He says he would get use to them within 3 nights. Well, good for you mister man. I'm not like that and I'm not going to pretend that I am. Dita...she use to get so mad at me in morning. I did like sleeping with her though. She just had thing about not getting into bed with clothes on. I remember the first time I did that and she looked at me like I lost my damn mind. (that was funny too...I could only imagine my face going like....'what?') During the time I was with her I was working stock and would have to start getting ready for work around 4:30-5am. She didn't usually get up until about 8 or 9am. I would be up before her so I would go start during things around her house...like the dishes or picking stuff up. She would get mad about waking up and I'm not there. My point is I'm not going to wake you up, that feels so rude to me. I'm not going to stay in bed either. I would always have to go through the foot of the bed to get out too. Their bed was agaist the wall. It was like a tight fit there was only about 10" from the foot of the bed and the wall. I would have to try to walk between that space to get out of bed. I hurt myself bad one time doing that. So, I talk in my sleep, move, snoring and all. The one thing that I just really hated was when someone starts listening to me in my sleep. I'm like look I'm having a conversation that I don't know about so when I wake up don't ask me about it. Roman use to do that. On the rare occasions that he wakes up before me he would just be looking at me. He would ask well who is this person or whatever. I'm like I don't know. Dreaming When I usually dream about that people that I know it usually means that I need to talk to them for some reason. I use to have this all the time. The last person that I had a dream I have no idea why. I haven't thought about that person since I left high school. They have no meaning to me.

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