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Happy Birthday Brittany!!! woo-hoo 12 years olds

dreaming about mr. dye

I had the a dream about Mr. Dye about two days in a row. The first one i don't really remember but i know he was in it and something about licking the back of a toad and be chased about for not doing somthing he wanted me to do. Then this morning I had another dream about him. I was just starting a new job and one of the girls was showing me what I should and where things go and stuff. When my shift was over and I was looking for some bags to place on the outer registers before I went home. I hear a yelling and I look up to see someone is throwing people out of there way. It was Mr. Dye and he like two other people with him. (I find that out later on in the dream) After I saw him approching I was thinking, "damn how did he find me." I started clamly walking toward the employee's bathroom. When I get in the bathroom everything changed and the bathroom is green and white floors, the green and black walls. The other side of the bathroom was clear and there was a window that was tinted green, black and white. There was a lock on the door. On the same wall as the door There was a big two way mirror. Also inside the bathroom room was a tub and a chair. I think the chair was suppose to be the toliet but it didn't look one just a chair. I saw him coming towards the bathroom through the mirror and he yelled something about out son. I have no idea what he was talking about. Then a child about 3 years appeared in the tub hald naked. I hear the other two guys that was with him start to bang on the window. The child never say a thing or was sarced or anything. I started getting worried when the started punding on the window then I saw some kind of metal coming through the side of the door by the lock. I grabbed the boy and took cover in the corner. Mr. Dye kicked the door in and walked in. That's when I woke up...

MAGI-NATION

I love this game. I haven't played in a really long time and I did get a chance to on easter sunday. I did lose both times though. I had the decks already made but it was back when I was playing more often so I forgot the how the play of my decks was suppose to go. The person I was playing against also forgot how there decks were suppose to go. He was whatever about it too because the way he had his deck set up was to the energy on the last magi. He forgot how it was suppose to go or whatever. There are like 13 or so different regions in this game. Aderial, Cald, Nar, Naroom, Ortheo, D'Resh, Pardwayn, Brogath, Kybar's Teeth, Weave, Core and Underneath. My favorites are Nar, Pardwayn and Weave. Those are the ones I play the best with. I like Nar because it's snow and ice. I like Pardwayn because you can stalk Woo-hoo!!! I like weave because it was the first deck I ever played with. The point is I miss the game and I wish I had someone to play. So anyone out there looking to play the game I'm always up for one.

Doctor

I finally broke down and went to the doctor today. Anyway that knows me well enough knows that it's been about 4 years since I been to the doctor. It's wasn't that bad. I've been feeling kinda sick since saturday. (I think the cause of it was doing a work out program at about 1am in the morning and then going straight to bed and not showering before I went to bed.) So I started taking advil cold and sinus. So, I called in on my other job at the dollar store. That morning I woke up and was sore all over and my hands and feet were cold but everything else was like burning hot. I also had a bad headache, you know the kind that hurts so much you can't focus or think straight. I was also sorta losing my balance which was problem the effect of my earache. I would alway stable out before I feel though. I never did get dizzy though. So, I went to my other job at Scc today and then went to the doctor afterwards. It's was so bad. In totally the hold visit cost about $57.00 it was $30 for the visit and $27 for the meds that they gave me. Amoxicillin and Guaifen pse. A couple of years they had to put me on the amoxicillin for like a cold I just couldn't get rid of. When I got home I had chicken noodle soup (that my mom made for me) took the meds and went to bed. When I woke up after that my headache was gone and I was feeling a little better but still hot.


In other news, Kurtis finally talked to me today. I just, it jsut takes him so long to answer back. With him I understand how nolan feels about people not talking fast enough on messenger. He's still sweet though. I have like the most weird crush thing on him. For some reason that I really don't know why I don't want to let him go out of my life. I don't notice how much I miss him until I start talking to him again. He is so much like me and then not at all. He does make me see alot of things about myself that I need to work on. Or I now find what my friends will tell me is so annoying about me. He does the same thing so now I know how they feel.

Get Over it Nolan Ash

I want to say that to him. It feels kinda mean to say though. He's this great guy and I think he is just finding out how much he touch other peoples lives. I mean knowing him as given me so much hope that is a better life for people. Hope for love. I'm so happy that he found his love at a young age and will be able to enjoy it. One thing I really fear though is that because they love each other so much, if one of them should die i think the other one's soul would die along with them. i feel the same about my mom, my best friend that is like my sister and her baby Nayoree. If something where to happen to them i don't know what i would do. I would be completely broken.

DAY OFF

So, yesterday I had the day off and I was pretty happy about it. I did acutal cook yesterday. I did try making the nori and it came out okay but I need alot more practice in rolling the sushi rolls. I made some yesterday with pork. I really didn't have any vegetables at the house ready to use for it. So I ended up using some roasted peas that I had brought from the site too as well. So it ended up just being the roasted seaweed(which I wonder if the other seaweed I brought would be any different.) the roasted peas, pork, and the rice of course. I also cooked steak but I did make any of it with it. Then I made some cookies (chocolate chunk pecan) they turned out okay. My mom was shocked that I did actually cook and cleaned up. I totally forgot to take a picture of it. I don't know if it will show up in my email if i take a pic with my camera phone. I will try that though. I didn't put any wasbi. I was giving some to the girl that I work with and she doesn't like hot stuff. though i do like hot stuff i didn't want any wasbi on it because I put pepper on the meat.

CRAYING BABY NAYOREE

I think my friend might think that something is wrong with me because i don't mind hearing her baby cry. I mean I was holding her the other day and she was kinda just looking at me. Like who is this person. She'll cry and my friend will roll her eyes about it. I think that it's cute. I love to hear her cry and scream. It makes mee feel like i know that she's really alive. I love how her little tounge moves when she's crying and her eyes close up but last time she did it she really didn't have any tears. i can't wait until she gets a little older and i can be more comfortable around her.

Okay so tomorrow i'm going to try to make nori with pork and steak. i hope that i can get everything right tomorrow.

Oh, Nothing Really Going On

Well, nothing much is really going on rigt now. I've gotten extra work this week which is great because my other "job" has been given me any time in the last two weeks. I'm going to try to make some sushi on wednesday. My things from asianfoodgrocer.com is coming tuesday but i hope that it comes when someone is home to sign for it. I would hate to have to wait another day.